Getting personal online

To date , I have strayed away from getting too personal when writing in this blog. Because I still would like to maintain some of my anonymity. But today I need to really spill my guts out.

The phenomenon of Facebook has indeed swept all of us at a global scale. Being a avid FB user, I find solace at times, to update my status periodically.

After yet again having a crappy time at work. Yes the Head of the Bully gang is back at work. She was off for 2.5 weeks and my life was in serene peacefulness. But as soon as she got back to work, the b*itching started and the back stabbing started again. She and her other b*tching friend are having a ball now, b*tching non stop. The second lady who is like a lap dog, is hanging on to her every word as if she is god.

I have always kept my opinions to myself as I do not want to cause problems at work. As long as I did my work and get it done on time, that is all Im at work for. Horror to my horrors as I was about to do another case. I found a letter that was written by the second lady - backstabbing me to the max and had the audacity to take credit that she made the effort to write down that correspondence. Now I never had any inclination what I had done before was wrong, and I can swear on my cat's lives that I had asked her about that particular case before I processed it (for verification) last two weeks.

So when I saw what she wrote in the correspondence I was totally appalled. Another thing that made me so sad is that SHE never bother telling me that Ive made that mistake but wrote another email to my BOSS telling my boss that I had made that mistake and even CAPITALISED my full name in the letter. Plus she made a racist remark in her phone message to the client about me (this I overheard). She did that I think to make a point that , that is why she thinks I am incompetent. Okay fine I made the mistakes but why doesnt she have the guts to tell me? Tell me so I wont do it again! How can I improve my work if I don't know what mistakes I am making. What is the point of people putting remarks and taking credits for being better than me???

For weeks now, since I started in that department I have always had the feeling that these two was NOT sincere. You know the type FAKERS! Nice to your face but HORRID at the back of you. Back to FB , so for the past few months , I have updated my status to show my annoyance at people at work. I had used the term people because some of my office people are my 'friends' on FB.

I was feeling so down the dumps , initially I wanted to put extra hours at work today but after what I had found out I didn't have the motivation.

So on I went to FB to update my status. Expecting sympathy from at least someone at FB. Lo and behold that is far from the truth. One person responded and that person commented 'y do u always have problem with people' I MEAN WTF! I am only referring to two people at work whom are giving me a hard time, since day one. Not PEOPLE as in the whole world!

Maybe I should say couple of people! My intention of generalisation has bitten me back. So I didn't get any sympathy and I didn't feel any better. That person who left that comment on FB has managed to make me feel even worse!

But whatever it is I wont let these people ruin my life while Im still working in that department. It is their loss that their are so bitter in life.

C'est La Vie