Getting personal online

To date , I have strayed away from getting too personal when writing in this blog. Because I still would like to maintain some of my anonymity. But today I need to really spill my guts out.

The phenomenon of Facebook has indeed swept all of us at a global scale. Being a avid FB user, I find solace at times, to update my status periodically.

After yet again having a crappy time at work. Yes the Head of the Bully gang is back at work. She was off for 2.5 weeks and my life was in serene peacefulness. But as soon as she got back to work, the b*itching started and the back stabbing started again. She and her other b*tching friend are having a ball now, b*tching non stop. The second lady who is like a lap dog, is hanging on to her every word as if she is god.

I have always kept my opinions to myself as I do not want to cause problems at work. As long as I did my work and get it done on time, that is all Im at work for. Horror to my horrors as I was about to do another case. I found a letter that was written by the second lady - backstabbing me to the max and had the audacity to take credit that she made the effort to write down that correspondence. Now I never had any inclination what I had done before was wrong, and I can swear on my cat's lives that I had asked her about that particular case before I processed it (for verification) last two weeks.

So when I saw what she wrote in the correspondence I was totally appalled. Another thing that made me so sad is that SHE never bother telling me that Ive made that mistake but wrote another email to my BOSS telling my boss that I had made that mistake and even CAPITALISED my full name in the letter. Plus she made a racist remark in her phone message to the client about me (this I overheard). She did that I think to make a point that , that is why she thinks I am incompetent. Okay fine I made the mistakes but why doesnt she have the guts to tell me? Tell me so I wont do it again! How can I improve my work if I don't know what mistakes I am making. What is the point of people putting remarks and taking credits for being better than me???

For weeks now, since I started in that department I have always had the feeling that these two was NOT sincere. You know the type FAKERS! Nice to your face but HORRID at the back of you. Back to FB , so for the past few months , I have updated my status to show my annoyance at people at work. I had used the term people because some of my office people are my 'friends' on FB.

I was feeling so down the dumps , initially I wanted to put extra hours at work today but after what I had found out I didn't have the motivation.

So on I went to FB to update my status. Expecting sympathy from at least someone at FB. Lo and behold that is far from the truth. One person responded and that person commented 'y do u always have problem with people' I MEAN WTF! I am only referring to two people at work whom are giving me a hard time, since day one. Not PEOPLE as in the whole world!

Maybe I should say couple of people! My intention of generalisation has bitten me back. So I didn't get any sympathy and I didn't feel any better. That person who left that comment on FB has managed to make me feel even worse!

But whatever it is I wont let these people ruin my life while Im still working in that department. It is their loss that their are so bitter in life.

C'est La Vie

Release from chains

As when I thought I had a bad day at work yesterday, a dear a friend of mine had an even worse day compared to mine. It's nice to have a good friend to share feelings when it comes to work - bottling it all up certainly ain't good. We ended up giving each other pep talk(s) which was at the end kinda funny :)

Well as I mentioned in previous post BRING IT ON. Come on throw whatever you can at me at work (except stationery, furniture and computers) I can handle it!! :)

It has been another dull weekend. Just stayed at home today. Hit the books for like an hour before decided that I needed a break this weekend. Ha Ha Ha

I love Saturday telly! So many shows/movies/documentaries to watch. If I had to choose, Friday is the worse day to be a couch potato. I mean really, after 8pm what is there to watch on telly? I sometimes wish that I had SKY service but not when it is near exam time. During that time , I wish I could just disappear for a whole week, cramp in as many information in my brain (which is shrinking by the millisecond by the way).

Nothing much to ramble unless if you want to read about what is happening with Family Guy. No? Hmm thought so..

See ya later folks!

Down the dumps

Today I feel kinda blue. Things doesn't seem to be looking up. The changing weather (Autumn) and the falling economy is not helping as well. I have turned to a worry freak. At work things aren't looking any better, swamped with cases to do and entertaining customers - a majority of whom are complaining non stop about why they aren't getting much from their endowment policies. Either these people have been living under a rock or simply trying their luck by being oblivious it is draining after 5 full on days listening to them complaining to us. Like HELLO we don't control the stock market so please go make those noises elsewhere. Since when does it say Insurance is a guaranteed option to lots of money especially when the policies are invested in equities. Some even came up with the most ridiculous excuse saying that they have no TV or any form of technology apart from the phone and that is why they do not know about the fallen economy. Yeah WHATEVER!

Another reason I'm down is part time studying has taken its toll on me these last couple of weeks. My social life is down to ZERO! I haven't been out of the house for a good shopping spree (buying groceries doesn't count) or even window shopping since May. I have been stucked at home , looking at those thick books when sometimes I wish I was just out and enjoy a nice day out in town.

But today I tried to think positive , there was one point during the day where I really wanted to break down but I managed to pull myself together. Really, why should I get myself upset over things. I guess when everything is happening at the same time, it does feel pretty overwhelming.

BRING IT ON!

EC

I haven't been a good EC dropper lately, just because I am currently overwhelmed with work and studying.

But I would just like to say thank you to all who has dropped their cards on my site.

I will definitely start cracking with EC drops once the dust had settled.

Another nice date

08/10/08

Kumi Twist!

I just can't believe it!! I won another competition. Yeah I am really thrilled and really am grateful. Check it out here.